Monday, April 5, 2010

Why Why Why

I have no one to blame but myself for this horrible situation I am in. I am tired, disgusted, frustrated and hurt. I now have the office administration coming up and giving me an earful on professionalism and work quality based on the work done by my predecessor.
is it not enough that i have to face such inane work and brainless people everyday, do i have to be insulted by them.
Maybe the problem is in me..i mean everyone around me is happy and contented in this warped time bubble...why can't i be?
No new jobs around the corner and perhaps by the time a new one comes i'll be too worn out for it. Reminds me of my days in CASA, only this time I am more experienced and know what quality work is...so it just hurts more.

The bitch sitting behind me finds all this pretty amusing...she has been giggling for the last ten minutes, i sooo want to knock out her teeth. God now i am being judged by a wannabe goth girl who thinks women fall sick more often because they are physically weaker!
On top of it I have become 'drunk proof". Apparently I can drink like a fish and still have lengthy discourses on feminism...i mean there has to be some justice in all this...it was my dream to be piss pot drunk at least once in my life before i turn fourty...Now that too has gone
Why Why Why Why Why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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